Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart.
Friday, 26 June 2009
*Flicks ear.
I rly dont see th point of blogging.
Boy, if it werent for Dara I wouldn't bother with this at all.
hahaha but its okay. ill try!
Watched transformer 2 today. HOLYSHMOKES Alai tiyut Megan (don't ask) has incredibly puffy lips :|.
What is she, twin goddess of Angelina? I think we've pretty much got enough of that :).
ARGH and I've decided today im going to cut down my fb and msn usage and concentrate on my studying for the qualifiyings. Which, I might add, is right around the corner. Yur so luck you're off in Dubai Dara :( haha but I keep getting massive headaches and sore eyes these days :( it's been quite a day. My emotions are all messed and mixed up. Let's see...
1) Upset because my bestfriend is all stuck up with his mate.
2) Numb. MJ's left the world.
3) Sorely tired. Went out the whole day. Watched transformers 2! Gaga it was awesome.
4) Envy. Awh I needn't need to sate reasons :)
5) Anger. Omfg that girl thinks she can look down on me. Die :)
6) Empathy. It'l be alright, Ethan. Sometimes its nice to know that someone cares. i dont get how some people can see that someone's angry & just totally ignore it. i dont. but maybe thats jst me right ? cuz i know for a fact that i cant. no matter who it is
And of course, I still feel slightly left out because I rly am not sure if i can trust my own girlfrliends.
&
i wish i can join BGIC again next yr. The chances that I can make a deal with Mrs Gazelle is pretty slim.
xoxo.
You can never get enough of this stuff; 15:12.
Sunday, 14 June 2009
Theres a lot of things I need to say. but. I might bore you to death.
Like?
The fact that there was this dude who did the chicken dance in front me. His butt was seriously cute. I mean, do you always wiggle your butt that way or was it specially for me and Fathin? Or or do you only do that in certain times of the day? Serious shit cute. But I digress.
Anyway.
Hi emo.I don't know why I'm always feeling under the weather recently.
I know I know, emo much.
I gues im just tired of going through the same things over and over again.
sigh.
ngalih you know.
but ill stand on my two feet soon.
And act more like myself.
Deal? OMGOMGOGMGJA I ATE THE CHOCOLATE :/ OHNONONONCDSUF
FDFDV
HFBV
nope, you need not know what im yapping about.
HAHAHA have a nice holiday all.
Spread some love.
And maybe some H1N1 virus.
cheers.
salam.
p/s mums sleepin' in real late. thats new.
You can never get enough of this stuff; 17:56.
Monday, 8 June 2009
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"Does this look like a joke to you?!"
Suuuuure, babe.
Tis a Monday. And it's wonderful cos apparently, I'm not having my usual Monday blues! ("Whatever Ika, you're so moody. Monday blues kaliah." "Uh no? According to Dar, its PMS" "uh, you finished your period a few days ago. PMS? Post Menstrual? Hello?" "EH, PMS OKAY. GOOD GRIEF").
Brought Coffee to school today.
Jeez!
My classmates couldnt stop pestering me about how I'm supposedly 'torturing' it cos I placed it in a small crystal bowl w/o an oxygen pump. Hello, you're talking to the green girl here. I made research aight. And yes, it CAN survive in those conditions. I think. Uhm. Feeling a wee bit doubtful now. Omfg, if it dies, I'm blaming Sur for overfeeding.
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11.30am.
Dara's farewell party. FFFFFffff, someone thought it clever to start a cake fight. I'VE GOT ENOUGH ACNE PROBLEM W/O YOU HELPING, THANKS. But it was hella crazy. It got really sad in the end, though.
Oh! Now I remember what I was gonna say. I made a study timetable yest. I'm really supposed to follow it! Qualifiyings just in a couple of months. Am I crazy or what?!
And now look.
I'm doing this instead.
And my mood's all ruined. I can't study now!
Yep, the perfectionist. hopin' to cram a few subtopics tonight.
Salam.
Tc Dar. Fri, okay?
Ciao everybody.
You can never get enough of this stuff; 02:43.
Saturday, 6 June 2009
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Cest why I love the ocean. COMB JELLY :).
Physically tired.My muscles can't cut me some slack. Karate training left my arms twisting in wrong directions and whats great is that I havent even completely recover from last Saturday's sports day. And god do I feel so bitchy. Whats the deal??!?!
Oh right, maybe cos I'm getting old.
or PMSing.
Two very possible reasons.
My pal suggests its from over revising.
doubt it.
highly doubting it. Lol.
Summarize.Monday.
Okay I honestly can't remember.
Tues.
Skip.
Wed.
Sr Jr buddy reading program. God, shorten it for god's sake. SJBRP? It's like, twisting my tongue. My jr is well... pis. aint saying nuthin'.
Thurs.
CCA. Karate. Haien Nidan. Yay! Very simple kata. Back stance. Back stance. I feel so juniorish. I wanna get the yellow belt, sensei!!!! *whacks.
Fri.
Omgosh. We're so lame. Pals and I went out for ambuyat. ah well, least we had an awesome time. finally, ei Dar? Farah and Dee looked awesome. Bought a pearl scale, named it Coffee after the fish-lover Hashfiy :) BE HAPPY NOW.
Sat.
Oooookay, found out il be competing in a race at Masin school. Most likely. HURRAH, get to meet Ira from BGIC. ;) How awesome is that? *splashes water all around. Anyway. I hunted down some junior of mine who talked about me behind my back. Scared the hell out of her. Dad said I should pity her cos I might never know how deep it will affect her. WHOA AYAH, give me a break. Shouldve listen to what she was saying. Dee was being exceptionally weird during our phys extra class. Weirder than normal lah. Seriously. Wwith complicated diagrams and hand grip rules, who in their right mind would hum to such tacky songs? YOU IS DISTURBED, NIGGA. May the force be with you. (Lol, inside joke).
Newsflash: I dont think i like rejection and i dont think i like being left out. Ah well. I gues ive got ice creams to cheer me up :)
Mun, youre getting ever so much taller than me. *Ticks ears. STOP GROWING :(.
POA test tmr.
Easy peeasy. 'Cept Income and Expenditure though, that succcks.
cheers.
night all.
Salam.
You can never get enough of this stuff; 10:11.
Wednesday, 6 May 2009
4.49am.
Thursday! Man, I love Thurs.
Tmr hol :).
I've recently realized that sadly, (and very much frickin stupidly) my eng is getting rusty. Serious. I can't believe I can't have a decent english conversation with Mr Dave without pausing to think every now and then. Maybe the fall the other day addled my brain :S.
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I'm finding it really difficult to concentrate on my studies these past few days. I miss the ol days when ill just sit down with a good book and have some peace of mind. Like now, I'm supposed to be revising my physics but instead... yeah. HAHA. Okay fine ppl, im getting a tagboard. Annoying arses.
Dara, Hawa, Uncle Feisal, Farzanah, I love you all :(.
take good care in Dubai.
& dont forget Dar, I'm marrying off my twins with your twins aite ;)
hahaha.
Have a good sleep, all.
Assalamualaikum.
You can never get enough of this stuff; 13:49.
PSYCHE! I'm watching some shufflers on youtube. Dont friggin ask why.
oh.
my.
extremely cute Obama.
Okay so you know what, there's like this humongous difference between Brunei shufflers and pros out of the country. like, the difference between . --> O.
Period.
Yes Dara, I created ths blog so I can keep you updated when you're off in Dubs.
Ths sucks much :(
oh so im having my PMS :O
Assalamualaikum.
You can never get enough of this stuff; 02:41.
On the tip of depression, TQ v much.
1. Exams. 'Nuff said.
2. That girl is really getting on my nerve... Rubbing it in my face all the time. Have some modesty. Or better yet, a reality check! Gay, you're so frickin annoying.
3. My heart is like tearing apartttttt like wet paper :(. It's Dar's family's effin last day in Brunei. Then they'll be off to Dubai. For a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong, (yes, loooooooooooooooong) time. I already miss Hawa! & yai, I feel like crying my eyes out.
4. My parents can't give me the privacy I've longed for all my life. CUT ME SOME SLACK. m not a prostitute okay. Bs.
5. +it's sickening how there are like, loads of people now whose calling me a shorty. (I know right, like ?!?!?!?!!) :S
.
im.
not.
short.
IM 14 FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
freaks! >:(
oh right right. work again. work work work.
Assalamualaikum.
You can never get enough of this stuff; 01:24.